Very soon everyone will see what the hell I’ve been working so hard on. 

So much has been sacrificed. Friendships. Time. My youth. 

Every day I feel older and wiser. I’m changed—and I’m not done changing.

It’s weird blocking myself off from society as I tinker away on an invention I think will change the world. It feels good, but it’s weird doing something no one can understand the full gravity of yet. It’s hard to have conversations with people without bringing it up somehow, or at least thinking about it while pretending to listen to someone else talk. 

It’s like I forgot how to just act like a normal human and talk about regular things. All I can think about is virtual reality.

What toll will this take on my sanity? When I look back in 10 years and think about what I’ve been doing with my life, will I regret not being a normal 21 year old? I hope I’m doing the right thing. It feels like it is. Never in my life have I had such a passion for anything. 

People are always asking me when I’ll start making money. 

It’s stupid because I’m not doing this to make money. Yeah I have a business plan and a business model but I’m tired of people acting like if it didn’t make any money, they’d think it was a bad idea. WHAT THE HELL PEOPLE? Ever hear of wikipedia? Get excited like I am because of the world shifting capabilities of the technology not because it’s massively profitable. 

The service should be free to use. By the people for the people. 

All in due time. Que Sera, Sera.

I have never found a companion that was so companionable as solitude. We are for the most part more lonely when we go abroad among men than when we stay in our chambers. A man thinking or working is always alone, let him be where he will.
Henry David Thoreau

I wish

I remember. Quite clearly. It was your mother. And I banged her.

Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring.
Oscar Wilde 

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If someone comes along and shoots an arrow into your heart, it’s fruitless to stand there and yell at the person. It would be much better to turn your attention to the fact that there’s an arrow in your heart…
Pema Chödrön

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Picture yourself on a train in a station,
With plasticine porters with looking glass ties,
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstyle,
The girl with the kaleidoscope eyes.